someday, i'll find out..

my x-hubby has been texting me how sorry he is for what happened to our marriage. i am sure he is 99% insincere and unrepentant. don't blame me, i've been through hell with him..

i believe through this blog, i will find out what his motives are. after reading this, would he lash out his poisonous tongue again and try to sting every bit of this blog? or would he be humble enough to admit his mistakes? i'm keeping my fingers crossed..

is this the right decision?

i don't know if blogging about my marital history is the best thing i've ever made in my married life. that is, of course, next to leaving my husband. he might read this and who knows what will happen after. one possible repercussion he might take against me is what he is best known for - badmouthing.

i've been silent for so long. he took the center stage when he did all the talking as to why our marriage fell apart. it was a character assassination against me. it went on especially during the first year of our separation.

i was so deeply devastated. at my expense, he had the nerve to broadcast his justification about his infidelity by pointing all his fingers at me?! how dare him?!

well, i'm still thinking... is this the right decision?